Matthew 8:14-10:42
Matthew has Jesus moving constantly; healing, teaching,
preaching and sending out. I’m amazed by how quickly Jesus and his disciples
can move and switch gears. The healings are about faith and forgiveness and
much of the preaching is about the difficulty of following Jesus. Over the next
few days we get the “warm and fuzzy” Jesus and the “take up your cross” Jesus.
I prefer the “warm and fuzzy” Jesus that goes around healing
the outcast, possessed and down-trodden. The one who says, “You are forgiven
and loved.” But, there is a cost to seeking that Jesus; we must be willing to
take up our cross and lose our life. We must be willing to forsake everything
we hold dear to receive the healing and forgiveness. That is really uncomfortable
and scary; leaving the familiar behind and embracing change. I’m surprised the
disciples didn’t run away screaming. What made them stay and follow Jesus?
Did they stay because they discovered that giving up
everything was easier than holding onto it? Did they discover the life they
received after taking up their cross and losing their life was better than they
could have ever imagined? I think that is really what Jesus is telling us. Life
will be so much better when you let go of all the baggage. All those things
that we love and carry around get really heavy after a while, but if we put
them down we are free to receive new, better gifts. Jesus says we must lose our
life to gain it, and we lose it when we worship Him and serve others by giving
of our time, talent and treasure. If we lose ourselves in service of others we
find forgiveness, peace and healing. What do you need to put down to receive
the good gifts of God?
I love the thought that giving everything up might be easier and more life giving than trying to hold onto it.
ReplyDelete