Paul’s rebuttal is that the Jews have no proof. He states that he
went to Jerusalem to worship and give gifts to the poor. In fact, he was not
arguing with anyone or stirring up a crowd when they found him. Paul states
that he was ceremonially clean, he was giving the gifts to the poor and
presenting an offering when the Jews seized him.
Paul admits that some Jews in Asia may have reason to bring up
charges, but they are not present. Paul also admits to worshipping the God of
their fathers as a follower of the Way. Paul states his reason for being in
front of Felix is that he shouted to the Sanhedrin that he believes in the
resurrection. Luke tells us that Felix is well acquainted with the Way and
adjourns the case until the commander, Lysias, arrives. Then he will decide the
case. Felix allows Paul’s friends to take care of him while he is kept under
guard.
Apparently, Lysias never arrives because Felix calls for Paul,
listens to Paul’s preaching, gets scared and sends him back to his cell. Luke
tells us the real motive for this is that Felix was hoping for a bribe from
Paul. For two years this went on until Felix was succeeded by Porcius Festus.
But because Felix wanted to grant the Jews a favor, he kept Paul in prison.
What intrigues me is Felix calling Paul to listen to him talk
about righteousness, self-control and the judgement to come. This scares Felix,
but he keeps talking to Paul. The motive is selfish, at least to start, but it
scares Felix. I wonder if that fear comes from knowing he is hearing the truth, but he is unwilling to follow it. Maybe he is looking for Paul to change his
message so that it would be easier to attain eternal life.
An essential piece of the salvation that Jesus promises is that
we take up our cross and follow Him. It sounds easy at first, just believe He
is the truth, the way, the life. But then the hard work starts, we must turn
from our sins and turn towards God. We must obey Him so that His will be done
on earth.
Paul states in his second letter to the Corinthians that “if
anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has
come!” (2 Corinthians 5:17, NIV) That is both exciting and
terrifying at the same time. We humans don’t like change and to say that I will
be a “new creation” if I choose to follow Jesus implies A LOT of change. It is
exciting because the sins and mistakes of the past are left behind and I start
with a clean slate, but I don’t know where I am going, what I will be doing or
even who I will be.
I admit, I’m often scared to let go and follow Jesus completely.
I’m thankful for the forgiveness, but I fear the unknown. The problem is that
fear is the opposite of faith. Faith is trust in the future, a manifestation of
the love I share with God. I am the only person keeping me from realizing my
full potential. God has wonderful things planned for us all. What would happen
if we all let go of our fear? What would St. Mark’s be to the community of
Orchard Park? What would the world-wide Church be to the lonely, sick and
dying? Who would you be? What would you create?
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